am thinking of all the people who come and go, who perform on stage and make their [un]timely exits. to applause and-or to silence. i miss the now not-visible, and let them be[come] not-here now.
each a contributor, an actor, an actress, in a passion play. i weep, i laugh, i am quiet, am quiet. am doing my best, am not-wrestling with God.
nebulae swirl around my head.
oceans swim around my heart.
